Post by carrie rivers! on Mar 23, 2008 10:41:23 GMT -5
About You
Name: Chaz.
Age: 15.
Experience: Almost two years.
Other Characters: ---.
Other: I love role playing.
Age: 15.
Experience: Almost two years.
Other Characters: ---.
Other: I love role playing.
The Character
Do you really know who you are?
Full Name: Carrie Ann Rivers.
Nickname: None.
Age: 21.
Gender: Female.
Grade: Dropout.
Preferred Gang: Crypts. Gang leader. Its your choice, admin. =]
Sexual Orientation: Straight.
Celebrity used: Carrie Underwood.
Nickname: None.
Age: 21.
Gender: Female.
Grade: Dropout.
Preferred Gang: Crypts. Gang leader. Its your choice, admin. =]
Sexual Orientation: Straight.
Celebrity used: Carrie Underwood.
Appearance:
Beautiful. The first word that slips out of a mans mouth, when they see her. This makes Carrie interested and makes her curious. She...doesnt see herself to be fit for such a word, like 'perfect', she always has to say 'perfect? I'm not perfect, your not perfect. hn. no one is perfect.' usually...makes the person confused, making them think while she walks away. She is pretty, she doest care about her looks much though. the heck with 'em, she'd say. she isn't one to care about her looks, but being a very lovely looking person. i can say she cares about what she looks like a tad. yes..a tad. tanish to a cream colored skin, it runs in the family. so yeah you can guess where she got her skin color from eh?
she has long blond hair, the runs down to the middle of her back, it really depends on the style. she mostly keep its down and straight, but sometimes when she wakes up and just looks in the mirror, she just gives it a nice brushin' and leaves. yes...she doesn't care, keep that in mind. she usually keeps it up, to keep it out of her face, ya know what i mean? she hates it when her hair gets in her face. okay she loves her hair, but hates it when it gets in her face. that is her natural hair color, she doesn't die her hair. she might though when she gets older.
she has a slim figure. must keep in shape and watch your weight. she probably weighs about 140-5. who knows. she works out alot to keep in top shape. she is probably one of those girls, that will wear a little something just to get the guys blood pumping. you know show alittle belly and all that jazz. she hardly ever does it. don't get any ideas ha ha. she has some muscle underneath, that shirt. not much but there is some. she has nice looking brown eyes, most boys [if dumb enough] fall for her that way. she doesn't know how it happens. shes like 'um...okay this works.' she doesn't do it often. it slipped as she said. she isn't beautiful but nor is she ugly.
Beautiful. The first word that slips out of a mans mouth, when they see her. This makes Carrie interested and makes her curious. She...doesnt see herself to be fit for such a word, like 'perfect', she always has to say 'perfect? I'm not perfect, your not perfect. hn. no one is perfect.' usually...makes the person confused, making them think while she walks away. She is pretty, she doest care about her looks much though. the heck with 'em, she'd say. she isn't one to care about her looks, but being a very lovely looking person. i can say she cares about what she looks like a tad. yes..a tad. tanish to a cream colored skin, it runs in the family. so yeah you can guess where she got her skin color from eh?
she has long blond hair, the runs down to the middle of her back, it really depends on the style. she mostly keep its down and straight, but sometimes when she wakes up and just looks in the mirror, she just gives it a nice brushin' and leaves. yes...she doesn't care, keep that in mind. she usually keeps it up, to keep it out of her face, ya know what i mean? she hates it when her hair gets in her face. okay she loves her hair, but hates it when it gets in her face. that is her natural hair color, she doesn't die her hair. she might though when she gets older.
she has a slim figure. must keep in shape and watch your weight. she probably weighs about 140-5. who knows. she works out alot to keep in top shape. she is probably one of those girls, that will wear a little something just to get the guys blood pumping. you know show alittle belly and all that jazz. she hardly ever does it. don't get any ideas ha ha. she has some muscle underneath, that shirt. not much but there is some. she has nice looking brown eyes, most boys [if dumb enough] fall for her that way. she doesn't know how it happens. shes like 'um...okay this works.' she doesn't do it often. it slipped as she said. she isn't beautiful but nor is she ugly.
Personality:
A sly, twisted and weird personality. Always showing her 'wrong side'. She has two sides. I think you know what they are. Either good or bad. It doesn't matter which side she shows, along the way of talking or what not to you, they both will show. No matter what. It happens all the time. She hides her feelings and emotions and all that jazz from others. It doesn't matter who you are. She has a very weird personality. Even in the face of danger, she always has a grin on her face. Fake or real. It doesn't matter. No one can tell if she is smiling or grinning for real or not. Its hard to tell. She does give you a few leads, but...sadly most don't notice them at all. So she gave up on it a long time ago. She tries her best to keep a straight face, she tries not to show any emotion what-so-ever. Though it doesn't always work. It includes those she don't know. She doesn't really like showing to those she cares for, but its hard when they know how to make you smile, laugh and all that. She...can be mad one minute then grinning like a fool. Fake or not.
Twisted has a twisted personality no? When shes pissed..., well shes pissed. There has been only one person who has servilely pissed her off, that would be her father. Don't ask, in the process, she was helping him with a bandage and a wound, her mother stopped her from killing him. He's lucky hes alive. She has a care-free type of personality and doesn't think twice about what will happen after, but in battle and she wants to live, she will think before she acts. There is no hesitation what-so-ever. There has been once, but she will never let that happen again. She has put herself before her friend, but that has changed a bit...but don't let this fool you. She still has a bad side and will use it when you least except it. No one knows why she suddenly changed, her cautious, thinks before she acts, emotionless self. If you look beyond those eyes of hers, they tell a long, sad and depressing story. She will tell no one about her past, not even her closest friends. Most of her grins are to hide her pain and sadness.
Its a good idea to keep your mouth shut about her, when you insult her. Think twice before you do. Or she'll give you a lesson. Trust me, this lesson doesn't involve math or anything you think it will. No detention or I.S.S. oh no, this is much worse. When she does think you need a lesson, she will give you one. During this or before she will show her true colors. No...not colors as in red, blue and all. She shows her real self. She has had nobody who is willing, she had to force them to do so. Which wasn't 'fun' on her part, neither theirs. Aw well. She never thinks about their feelings, only hers. She never shows them she felt bad or anything. She never apologizes either on any circumstances.
A sly, twisted and weird personality. Always showing her 'wrong side'. She has two sides. I think you know what they are. Either good or bad. It doesn't matter which side she shows, along the way of talking or what not to you, they both will show. No matter what. It happens all the time. She hides her feelings and emotions and all that jazz from others. It doesn't matter who you are. She has a very weird personality. Even in the face of danger, she always has a grin on her face. Fake or real. It doesn't matter. No one can tell if she is smiling or grinning for real or not. Its hard to tell. She does give you a few leads, but...sadly most don't notice them at all. So she gave up on it a long time ago. She tries her best to keep a straight face, she tries not to show any emotion what-so-ever. Though it doesn't always work. It includes those she don't know. She doesn't really like showing to those she cares for, but its hard when they know how to make you smile, laugh and all that. She...can be mad one minute then grinning like a fool. Fake or not.
Twisted has a twisted personality no? When shes pissed..., well shes pissed. There has been only one person who has servilely pissed her off, that would be her father. Don't ask, in the process, she was helping him with a bandage and a wound, her mother stopped her from killing him. He's lucky hes alive. She has a care-free type of personality and doesn't think twice about what will happen after, but in battle and she wants to live, she will think before she acts. There is no hesitation what-so-ever. There has been once, but she will never let that happen again. She has put herself before her friend, but that has changed a bit...but don't let this fool you. She still has a bad side and will use it when you least except it. No one knows why she suddenly changed, her cautious, thinks before she acts, emotionless self. If you look beyond those eyes of hers, they tell a long, sad and depressing story. She will tell no one about her past, not even her closest friends. Most of her grins are to hide her pain and sadness.
Its a good idea to keep your mouth shut about her, when you insult her. Think twice before you do. Or she'll give you a lesson. Trust me, this lesson doesn't involve math or anything you think it will. No detention or I.S.S. oh no, this is much worse. When she does think you need a lesson, she will give you one. During this or before she will show her true colors. No...not colors as in red, blue and all. She shows her real self. She has had nobody who is willing, she had to force them to do so. Which wasn't 'fun' on her part, neither theirs. Aw well. She never thinks about their feelings, only hers. She never shows them she felt bad or anything. She never apologizes either on any circumstances.
Likes:
- Being alone.
- Watching others suffer, when shes having fun with them.
- Hanging with the ones, she can trust.
- Boys.
- Messing with boys and their feelings. [they are just to easy to mess with heh.]
Dislikes:
- You. [nothing personal]
- Know it alls.
- Losing. [to people she knows who are weaker than her.]
- Quitting [same as above]
- Showing her emotions.
- Being weak and showing it.
- When shes
wrongand the other person isright.. - Her step parents. [mostly her dad, since her mom is dead.]
- Showing her 'soft' side.
- Bloods.
Fears:
- Death. [who doesn't?]
- Falling in love, then gets hurt.
- Her step father kills her.
- Losing sight of whats important to herself.
- Not killing her father in time.
- Showing her fears to others.
- Losing someone she cares for...
Bad Habits:
- Starting almost every sentence with 'hm' or every question, but mostly question.
- Showing her emotions to those she cares for.
- Messing with boys and their feelings.
- Saying 'hn.' [she says it when shes annoyed and such.]
Is the past behind you, or is your mind still dwelling?
Family:
Milly Rivers. [Real Mom;Dead], Sue Rivers [Step Mother; Dead]
father; Josh Danes [Real Father;Dead], John [Step Father; Alive]
siblings; none.
cousins; caleb rivers.
Milly Rivers. [Real Mom;
father; Josh Danes [Real Father;
siblings; none.
cousins; caleb rivers.
History:
Everyone has a past. Half of you are trying to run away from it, the other half...eh. Blah, nevermind. Most try to hide their past and try to forget it, along with their family. Because you've had a bad one, trying to escape the pain and misery it has caused to you and those around you. Yet...you don't give a crap about the destruction to you or those around you. you hide it and just move on. And you never know if it will come back to haunt you or not. If you must know, I just explained one girl's history. She keeps it to herself a lot, never wanting anyone to know. I...dont really think its a life or death situation though, phew. Carrie Rivers. A young girl, grew up knowing the wrong parents. She fully regrets knowing them and trusting her with everything.
Everything, I shouldn't really go into detail. Why not I let Carrie tell you the story hm?
"well...i don't really tell many about my life, its none of their business. i have lived with my 'step parents' since i was sixteen. ran away when i found out the truth. hm..didn't know my step parents were in a gang. didn't like that at all, since it didnt seem to be their nature. my step parents seemed loving and caring. by seemed i mean, they were nice, caring and very lovely towards me since they killed my parents. it is still unknown as to why my own step parents killed my real parents. i know a few things about my real parents. my real last name is danes. my mother was milly danes and my father was josh danes. they were getting married and didn't seem to 'want' me. saying they weren't ready for a kid yet. but that changed when they saw me with my step parents i guess.
they were...'jealous' my step mom told me and wanted me back. i didn't know what to believe, hopefully i will be able to find some of my relatives and find out much more about my parents. as of right now i am twenty-one years old. i'm glad to be on my own. seeing as both my parents [my real and step] were both in a gang, but against each other. i was thinking about joining a gang, maybe to find out some things. but really to get stronger and fend for myself. hn. i can care for myself and fend, but i don't want to be like this. over the years, i had let others push me around, being a nice little girl. but that changed and quick. no one needs to know why i had changed.
thats not any of their business, only mine. i...kinda did change and a little to fast. i wasn't quick enough. i had killed my own step mother, though...it felt good to do it. now, now i didn't do it for fun. they as in my own step parents were making me go home when i was ready to leave. it got worse and worse. oh yes being a good girl. i stayed, didn't do much good either...my step dad abused me in so many ways...i hate him for it. it just showed me you cant trust anyone. my own step father, the one i gave my full trust and attention to. the beatings didn't last long, till i was knocked out cold and woke up the next morning, sticky and such because of blood. i didn't mind it. but i did when it got way out of hand.
i finally left and decided, i cant deal with this anymore. its time to start my own life. i'm not taking this anymore. i'd admit i was scared at first having many gangs out there and all. but...something told me to face it and i did. theres not much to my life. thats...really all i have to say. the rest is for me and me only."
Everyone has a past. Half of you are trying to run away from it, the other half...eh. Blah, nevermind. Most try to hide their past and try to forget it, along with their family. Because you've had a bad one, trying to escape the pain and misery it has caused to you and those around you. Yet...you don't give a crap about the destruction to you or those around you. you hide it and just move on. And you never know if it will come back to haunt you or not. If you must know, I just explained one girl's history. She keeps it to herself a lot, never wanting anyone to know. I...dont really think its a life or death situation though, phew. Carrie Rivers. A young girl, grew up knowing the wrong parents. She fully regrets knowing them and trusting her with everything.
Everything, I shouldn't really go into detail. Why not I let Carrie tell you the story hm?
Carrie's point ofview.
"well...i don't really tell many about my life, its none of their business. i have lived with my 'step parents' since i was sixteen. ran away when i found out the truth. hm..didn't know my step parents were in a gang. didn't like that at all, since it didnt seem to be their nature. my step parents seemed loving and caring. by seemed i mean, they were nice, caring and very lovely towards me since they killed my parents. it is still unknown as to why my own step parents killed my real parents. i know a few things about my real parents. my real last name is danes. my mother was milly danes and my father was josh danes. they were getting married and didn't seem to 'want' me. saying they weren't ready for a kid yet. but that changed when they saw me with my step parents i guess.
they were...'jealous' my step mom told me and wanted me back. i didn't know what to believe, hopefully i will be able to find some of my relatives and find out much more about my parents. as of right now i am twenty-one years old. i'm glad to be on my own. seeing as both my parents [my real and step] were both in a gang, but against each other. i was thinking about joining a gang, maybe to find out some things. but really to get stronger and fend for myself. hn. i can care for myself and fend, but i don't want to be like this. over the years, i had let others push me around, being a nice little girl. but that changed and quick. no one needs to know why i had changed.
thats not any of their business, only mine. i...kinda did change and a little to fast. i wasn't quick enough. i had killed my own step mother, though...it felt good to do it. now, now i didn't do it for fun. they as in my own step parents were making me go home when i was ready to leave. it got worse and worse. oh yes being a good girl. i stayed, didn't do much good either...my step dad abused me in so many ways...i hate him for it. it just showed me you cant trust anyone. my own step father, the one i gave my full trust and attention to. the beatings didn't last long, till i was knocked out cold and woke up the next morning, sticky and such because of blood. i didn't mind it. but i did when it got way out of hand.
i finally left and decided, i cant deal with this anymore. its time to start my own life. i'm not taking this anymore. i'd admit i was scared at first having many gangs out there and all. but...something told me to face it and i did. theres not much to my life. thats...really all i have to say. the rest is for me and me only."
